25 April 2010
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Assalamualaikum..
(Peace be upon u)
Its good to be back again
After oh so long..
I truly hope everyone is blessed with good health
Its been warm lately...
Mornin' Noon Night..
Warm..
Lifes been the same for me..
Teaching, Directing, Losing my voice, dancing & singing like "Spike"
My newest assignment is the Kinder classes at Bedok..
Adorable bunch of kids..
Im like the troll/giant in Nanny Goat Gruff when im standing beside them!
No wonder pple love to hug me..
Im a teddy bear in everyone's eyes..
hahahah.. how nice!
Im still enjoying my work very much eventhough im prone to falling sick these days..
I miss my girls though.. haven meet them for oh so long..
Mom has been feeling this pinch of pain in her legs..
tmr she's heading to the doc..
Please lord, bless her with health..
I still need her.. Ameen
Dad is experiencing the same thing too..
Their love for each other is so strong that they feel each other's pain..
Mom & Dad are match made in heaven! Truly..
Lord, cure dad too.. I still need him.. Ameen
Sis has been offered to do her degree in Sports Science in NTU..
She likes it.. so i congratulate her! *hugs*
Im eager for my admission details to UNISIM!
Cant wait! :)
Bros are the same..
Both always quarrel with their other half..
Kinda hillarious sometimes..
But that keeps both of them gg :)
I stumble upon someone from my past recently..
Thought everything is going well until i receive the silent treatment..
The wound that i had years ago, opened once more..
& the cut is deeper..
But i told myself, if u believe in HIM,
he will give u nothing but the best, patience.
Ameen
Love,
Sahara
*Sahara.. 2010
8:55 PM
14 October 2009
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Have u ever heard ur heart saying-
"Nope.. not him"
Have u ever heard ur heart saying-
"I dont think this is the one love"
Have u ever heard ur heart saying-
"He's not there yet"
Have u ever heard ur heart saying-
"I cant feel him any near"
Have u ever heard ur heart saying-
"He doesn't make me feel special"
Have u ever heard ur heart saying-
"Im not beating with excitement"
Have u ever heard ur heart saying-
"He's definitely just a friend"
I have :)
& i definitely found an answer now :)
It was nice.. really..
But i guess it ends just here..
I dont need to explain anything
but when it comes to feelings..
Im sorry
But there isn't any..
Nevertheless..
You're still my friend..
You will always be :)
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Love
Sahara
*Sahara~ Nah.. Not this one love~
6:15 PM
11 October 2009
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Hello all.. or shld i say Hello Audrey!
Hahahaha
Cos it seems only u alone read my blog dear :)
Nevertheless i shall just say hello to "all"
The week has been crazy!
Too many pple too many stuff!
I aint have classes the past Thursday & Friday
but my week was still filled with visitors & all.
Hahaha!
Thank god there's idah to help with the chores!
She's like another daughter Mama has!
:)
Life been fine..
Yea... interesting & uninteresting things happen & im experiencing all that..
So there are times the world seems dark & sad
& there are times the world seems happy & colourful! *ahem*
still my family always takes up the most memory space in my mind & heart..
It can be really irritating at times with the brothers but wat wld the world be w/o them
Sis has been busy with her A Levels prep.. i can never study like her!
Dad has been a major sweetheart all supportive & caring.. *i noe u noe la eh dad* :)
Mom has been ill but her cheerful spirit is something that runs in the house.
I love her with all my heart & i really hope Allah will give her the health & strength so that she can always be there for me thru thick & thin & i would want to be with her loving her always! Amin amin
So i guess that's all for now else i would have written a Novel
Till then everyone!
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Love
Sahara
*Sahara- 13 October 2009~
6:54 PM
08 October 2009
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Ages it seems..
Very long..
But things for Ms Sahara hasn't change..
She's still busy with her students,classes & directing plays.
She's enjoying it very much..
But she's been falling ill..
Sick & tired..
But she know its all worth it! :D
Besides that, she has been experiencing some amazing ups & downs
Knowing the painful truth hurts..
Not knowing the truth & keeps pondering also hurts..
Missing loads of pple is something she experience everyday..
Getting cheated & making wrong decision is happening too often
Getting to know someone new is rather interesting *ahem* :)
Ups & Downs, in & out
Too much sometimes..
Oh well..
But she has faith in Allah
She does :)
But her music keeps things gg
& she's enjoying every bit of it
Love
Sahara
*Sahara..Gd Morning Teacher! :) ~
8:21 PM
21 August 2009
Happy Fasting All!!
May Allah assist us in this month filled with his blessings and grace..
Remember all,
No matter how tough life can be..
Always have faith in HIM..
He noes wats best..
Amin
Love
Sahara
*Sahara..Smile & all is well
9:44 PM
16 August 2009
She felt like flirting..
She sees a potential being..
She wanted to plunge on him..
She gave out a loud roar inside her..
She hold him in her eyes..
She knew it was time to strike..
She was moving swiftly among the crowd..
She was half an inch away..
She knew it was time to hold him down..
She was about to give her all..
She felt her heart beating as she move closer..
She caught his eyes..
Suddenly everything went cold..
He wasn't looking at her..
He wasn't there for her..
He wasn't needing her..
He wasn't the one for her..
His eyes had someone else's..
His mouth chanted someone else's name
His heart was beating for someone else's..
His hands were holding someone else's..
She moved away..
Too embarrased to even face him..
How could she not know..
How could she even dream of the possibilities..
Alone & cold..
She moved on..
Dragging her feet..
Everything around her went dark...
But she knew..
A glimps of light follows her wherever she goes..
God is with her..
& she felf peace..
Even though she had to live with a lonely heart..
She knew she had someone..
Someone out there for her..
Its a matter of time before he comes to her..
& life would be beautiful once more..
Love
Me
*Sahara.. Secret love..
6:08 PM
09 August 2009
Life's been really great!
I have the most beautiful pple ard me..
My family & friends..
I feel lucky indeed..
I used to think that i lack some things in life..
I used to think im not as lucky as others..
I used to think why isn't life fair for me..
Growing up definitely make u see things a lot better..
Moving on from time to time & realizing ur mistakes..
Make u stronger & better..
U start to appreciate wat life has for u..
Even the littlest things make u smile..
I smile & feel happy at the littlest things..
Im grateful im born with lots of optimism in me!
Im grateful i always think positive..
Im grateful Allah is always there to protect me..
Im grateful that i noe im never alone in this world..
& that is why..
i want to be there for pple..
& that is why..
I choose to make a person's day even when mine's bad..
& that is why..
i want to see the pple ard me smile..
Cos its never fun to smile & be happy alone..
trust me! it never is..
Most important thing pple, is to think of..
HAPPY THOUGHTS!
Love
Sahara
*Sahara. Breathe Again~
10:18 PM
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