Saharascreenplay

2010-04-25T20:55:00.003+08:00

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Assalamualaikum..
(Peace be upon u)

Its good to be back again
After oh so long..
I truly hope everyone is blessed with good health

Its been warm lately...
Mornin' Noon Night..
Warm..

Lifes been the same for me..
Teaching, Directing, Losing my voice, dancing & singing like "Spike"

My newest assignment is the Kinder classes at Bedok..
Adorable bunch of kids..
Im like the troll/giant in Nanny Goat Gruff when im standing beside them!
No wonder pple love to hug me..
Im a teddy bear in everyone's eyes..
hahahah.. how nice!

Im still enjoying my work very much eventhough im prone to falling sick these days..
I miss my girls though.. haven meet them for oh so long..

Mom has been feeling this pinch of pain in her legs..
tmr she's heading to the doc..
Please lord, bless her with health..
I still need her.. Ameen

Dad is experiencing the same thing too..
Their love for each other is so strong that they feel each other's pain..
Mom & Dad are match made in heaven! Truly..
Lord, cure dad too.. I still need him.. Ameen

Sis has been offered to do her degree in Sports Science in NTU..
She likes it.. so i congratulate her! *hugs*
Im eager for my admission details to UNISIM!
Cant wait! :)

Bros are the same..
Both always quarrel with their other half..
Kinda hillarious sometimes..
But that keeps both of them gg :)

I stumble upon someone from my past recently..
Thought everything is going well until i receive the silent treatment..
The wound that i had years ago, opened once more..
& the cut is deeper..
But i told myself, if u believe in HIM,
he will give u nothing but the best, patience.
Ameen

Love,
Sahara

*Sahara.. 2010

2009-10-14T18:15:00.004+08:00

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Have u ever heard ur heart saying-
"Nope.. not him"
Have u ever heard ur heart saying-
"I dont think this is the one love"
Have u ever heard ur heart saying-
"He's not there yet"
Have u ever heard ur heart saying-
"I cant feel him any near"
Have u ever heard ur heart saying-
"He doesn't make me feel special"
Have u ever heard ur heart saying-
"Im not beating with excitement"
Have u ever heard ur heart saying-
"He's definitely just a friend"

I have :)

& i definitely found an answer now :)
It was nice.. really..
But i guess it ends just here..

I dont need to explain anything
but when it comes to feelings..
Im sorry
But there isn't any..

Nevertheless..
You're still my friend..
You will always be :)

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Love

Sahara

*Sahara~ Nah.. Not this one love~

2009-10-11T18:54:00.004+08:00

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Hello all.. or shld i say Hello Audrey!
Hahahaha

Cos it seems only u alone read my blog dear :)
Nevertheless i shall just say hello to "all"

The week has been crazy!
Too many pple too many stuff!
I aint have classes the past Thursday & Friday
but my week was still filled with visitors & all.
Hahaha!

Thank god there's idah to help with the chores!
She's like another daughter Mama has!
:)

Life been fine..
Yea... interesting & uninteresting things happen & im experiencing all that..
So there are times the world seems dark & sad
& there are times the world seems happy & colourful! *ahem*
still my family always takes up the most memory space in my mind & heart..

It can be really irritating at times with the brothers but wat wld the world be w/o them
Sis has been busy with her A Levels prep.. i can never study like her!
Dad has been a major sweetheart all supportive & caring.. *i noe u noe la eh dad* :)
Mom has been ill but her cheerful spirit is something that runs in the house.
I love her with all my heart & i really hope Allah will give her the health & strength so that she can always be there for me thru thick & thin & i would want to be with her loving her always! Amin amin

So i guess that's all for now else i would have written a Novel
Till then everyone!

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Love

Sahara

*Sahara- 13 October 2009~

2009-10-08T20:21:00.004+08:00

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Ages it seems..
Very long..

But things for Ms Sahara hasn't change..
She's still busy with her students,classes & directing plays.
She's enjoying it very much..
But she's been falling ill..
Sick & tired..
But she know its all worth it! :D

Besides that, she has been experiencing some amazing ups & downs
Knowing the painful truth hurts..
Not knowing the truth & keeps pondering also hurts..
Missing loads of pple is something she experience everyday..
Getting cheated & making wrong decision is happening too often
Getting to know someone new is rather interesting *ahem* :)

Ups & Downs, in & out
Too much sometimes..
Oh well..
But she has faith in Allah
She does :)

But her music keeps things gg
& she's enjoying every bit of it

Love
Sahara

*Sahara..Gd Morning Teacher! :) ~

2009-08-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

Happy Fasting All!!

May Allah assist us in this month filled with his blessings and grace..
Remember all,
No matter how tough life can be..
Always have faith in HIM..
He noes wats best..

Amin

Love
Sahara

*Sahara..Smile & all is well

2009-08-16T18:08:00.000+08:00

She felt like flirting..
She sees a potential being..
She wanted to plunge on him..
She gave out a loud roar inside her..
She hold him in her eyes..
She knew it was time to strike..
She was moving swiftly among the crowd..
She was half an inch away..
She knew it was time to hold him down..
She was about to give her all..
She felt her heart beating as she move closer..
She caught his eyes..

Suddenly everything went cold..

He wasn't looking at her..
He wasn't there for her..
He wasn't needing her..
He wasn't the one for her..

His eyes had someone else's..
His mouth chanted someone else's name
His heart was beating for someone else's..
His hands were holding someone else's..

She moved away..
Too embarrased to even face him..
How could she not know..
How could she even dream of the possibilities..

Alone & cold..
She moved on..
Dragging her feet..
Everything around her went dark...
But she knew..
A glimps of light follows her wherever she goes..
God is with her..
& she felf peace..

Even though she had to live with a lonely heart..
She knew she had someone..
Someone out there for her..
Its a matter of time before he comes to her..
& life would be beautiful once more..

Love
Me

*Sahara.. Secret love..

2009-08-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

Life's been really great!
I have the most beautiful pple ard me..
My family & friends..
I feel lucky indeed..

I used to think that i lack some things in life..
I used to think im not as lucky as others..
I used to think why isn't life fair for me..

Growing up definitely make u see things a lot better..
Moving on from time to time & realizing ur mistakes..
Make u stronger & better..
U start to appreciate wat life has for u..
Even the littlest things make u smile..

I smile & feel happy at the littlest things..
Im grateful im born with lots of optimism in me!
Im grateful i always think positive..
Im grateful Allah is always there to protect me..
Im grateful that i noe im never alone in this world..

& that is why..
i want to be there for pple..
& that is why..
I choose to make a person's day even when mine's bad..
& that is why..
i want to see the pple ard me smile..

Cos its never fun to smile & be happy alone..
trust me! it never is..

Most important thing pple, is to think of..
HAPPY THOUGHTS!

Love
Sahara

*Sahara. Breathe Again~

2009-08-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

I'm Guilty..

Love
Sahara

*Sahara..If its wrong to do wats right~

2009-08-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

Im losing my voice again!
Hate it!

I miss my Bananas..
I want to eat Bananas..
I want Banana split..
I want to buy loads of Banana collectables..
In short,
I miss Bananas!!!
Argh!!!

We're having filming this Thursday!
Yes in the sch i dread most..
But life goes on!
Hahaha..
Hopefully after this filming..
SHE will change for the better!
Hahahaha..

U noe..
I had a nitemare yesterday..
I hate nitemares..
I mean who likes them..
I dream of the girl in my story below meeting the guy..
& guess wat..
it turned out to be a DISASTER!
Life's not easy mann..
But it still have to go on!

No class this friday..
But im meeting my Lovelies MCH girls..
Thanks to Sri dear..
We're heading for a movie!
Woohooo!

Then on Saturday..
Im meeting my other lovelies whom i call my Power Rangers!
Cos there's 5 of us!
We're hitting Bugis!
Our hangout place..
Rite girls! :)
Hehehehe

Then Sunday is of course National Day!
Happy birthday Singapore!
Gonna be home with Mama, Dad & Sis..
Im not sure if my 2 Bros has a date.. heee

Monday is definitely a holiday..
So im meeting Idah dear..
Hitting the movies again for 3D UP!
Cant wait!
I love the scout boy..
Esp the way he said "Hellop!"
:)

I have my days all planned nicely..
Now its just up to god to make it happen..
Amin amin amin (Wawa's style)
:)

Ouh!
Met Wawa & Ina just now
For a small house picnic..
Hehehe..
Nice!

Alrite..
till then all

Love
Sahara

*Sahara.. Spiritually Unstable~

2009-08-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

Once a upon a time,
there was a girl who fell in love with a boy.
After much admiration & hesitation,
She declared her love for him on one thursday faithful night..
It didn't end like the fairy tale "Happily ever after"
She was rejected & felt hurt..
But due to her goodwill & optimism,
She looked on the brighter side & took things in her stride..
Unfortunately, this 2 souls lost touch with each other..

Years went by..
& a new chapter of her life begin..
She moved on to a new sch & fell in love again..
Unfortunately for her.. It was another Non-Happily ever after
She had no one to fall back to..
She remembered him..
This time she needed him more as a fren then an old flame..
She got hold of his number again from an old fren & started pouring out all her heartache to him.

He listened.. He truly did..
He was there for her comforting & understanding..
She was grateful.. Very much grateful..
Does he know that?..

Weeks later,
She heard from a fren..
How he saved a seat for her in a cafe just in case she dropped by..
He said " This place is for her"
She likes the sound of it..

But unfortunately things change suddenly..

Her fren told him that she had asked her for his number..
It hurt him.. cos she didn't save his number..
She only searched for his number when shes in need.
He ignored her as much as he can..

She felt desperately bad..
She hated herself..
She was sorry..
She felt a lost..
She lost a friend..

His bdae came & she, being a goodwill optimistic girl brace herself
& wished him happy bdae..
It lifted the coldness & they started talking again..
It went well..
Well enough for them to remain friends till this very day..
She had always love his company..
Even though its been years since they last met..
Text-ing each other & chatting on the web puts a smile on her face.
When he said he was happy for her for doing well these days..
She feels blessed..
She felt care..
She knew she had a friend out there..

Today she asked herself..
How would it be if he had never been there for her that night years back?
How would it be if he hadn't helped her raise back to life..
She's grateful.. she really is.

Today she missed him..
She heard he's seeing someone..
& she's happy for him..

But she have a small request..
Can she just meet him & talk to him like how they use to?
Will the girl he's seeing be kind engh to lend him to her
For just one day?
Or perhaps even a minute or so

Do you think even god will grant her that wish?

She still ponders.
So she prayed that perhaps god will grant her the wish when she says
"Just want to be with you"

Love
Sahara

*Sahara.. If i could paint this world~

2009-08-02T18:38:00.001+08:00

If I could paint this world
It will be so colorful
Everyday I spend my whole lifetime
Loving you

After all that I have
No where else could be
Other than with you babe
Just to be with you

In my heart, Im so sure
Youre the only one
I found it very hard
To stay away
I wanna be with you
I just wanna be with you
Just to be with you

*Sahara..Just to be with you~

2009-07-29T23:04:00.000+08:00

i aint noe wats wrong with blogger but i cant seems to upload photos here or even change the fonts here!

Why eh?
Oh well..

All i can say was i had the most AWESOME night ever last Saturday!
U can read more from Nen & Dee's blog :)

My life as a teacher has been really challenging & great.
Im truly loving it.
Tiring yes! But i love doing it..
every single day i look forward to teaching..
Same goe for tmr!
Eventhough its RMPS, I still look forward to it!
hahaha..
I really hope everyone out there is also enjoying the things they're doin!
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For i can hide everything else deep down in my soul

Love
Sahara

*Sahara..Smile..

2009-07-24T20:50:00.006+08:00

Believe it or not
Sahara's listening to Indon songs!
Hehehehe..
All thanks to Wawa Im hooked with Tompi!
Glenn Fledly has always been my love from Indon.. Beautiful singers :)
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I wish deep down in my heart that you will be someone who's innocent, sincere, truthful & would love me will all your heart.

Love
Sahara

*Sahara..Butterflies

2009-07-22T09:47:00.003+08:00

Its raining now..
Cold & lonely at home since im left with a sleeping brother & the rest is out.

I have classes later but the weather is just so nice & my bed is calling me!
Geez *slap face* WAKE UP

Thank God AIPS is over for good..
Really! Geez! Due to this particular kid i had a bad time in AIPS.

I teach 3 classes there. Love my first 2 classes but the 3rd class is horrible. Im not being raciest or wat here. Cos not all China students are bad. But there this particular one. He is so bad bad bad. Rude is the right word. He dont listen. He disturb others. He dont sit still. He cant be bother with u cos u're not Mandarin speaking. When u scold him he looked at his fren asking "Lause suao semo?" (pardon my spelling error) means Teacher say wat? Im sure he noes when i said im angry. Im sure he noes when i said sit down. Im sure he noes when i ask him to look at Ms Sahara & listen. But no! He pretend to not understand. Wah sey! Cannot make it!

I just hope god bless his soul & the teacher that is handling him. Its so unfair for the rest who are there to learn & always learn much lesser due to this kind of kids! Horrible!

Ok engh abt him! Hahahaha! Aint wanna spoil my morning! :)

Heading down to KCPPS & Greendale Pri Sch later. We're doing Little Red Hen! My fav play :)

"Do you know the story story story. Do you know the story of the Little Red Hen" Lalalalalala

Love
Sahara

*Sahara.. Call my name & i'll be there

2009-07-18T21:34:00.002+08:00

Aching here aching there
Sahara's aching everywhere!

Oh dear me..
Any kind soul wans to give me a good powerful massage?!
:D

Hindi songs apparently works wonders for the soul!
Hehehehe..

I need my pay soon..
Pay
Pay
Pay

Oh well..
till then..

Those who have my number n needs someone to talk to..
Just give me a call!
Im all bored at home & if i have someone to talk to wld be nice..
sms also i don mind!
Hhehehe

Love
Sahara

*Sahara..Jealousy kills Happiness

2009-07-16T23:26:00.003+08:00

Do you wanna noe y some kids in school has behavioural problems?

LOOK AT THEIR TEACHERS!
GEEEZ!!
SO MUCH FOR SHOWING GOOD EXAMPLE!
WHATEVER!

HORRIBLE!
& YOU STILL CAN SAY YOUR CLASS BEHAVIOUR IS ATROCIOUS!
LOOK AT YOUR OWN BEHAVIOUR WHEN YOU DEAL WITH OTHERS!

MAJOR CORRECTION HAS TO BE DONE!
& IT JOLLY WELL STARTS WITH YOU LADY!
RUDE!

Angry
Sahara

*Sahara..Grrrr

2009-07-14T22:42:00.002+08:00

Amazing Amazing Amazing

I cant believe it!
Im actually enjoying my classes in AIPS :)
Praises to the lord! Totally! :)

Next week is the last week for SP & DR class there..
Shall grab some stuff for the kids..
Wait!
3 classes 30 students each!
90 gift wraps!!!
I could do up a party!
Geez!

Oh well..
Anything to make my kids smile.. :)

Tmr KCPPS!
Another beautiful grp of kids..
We're pretending to be bitten by Mosquitoes!
Hehehe..
Imagine Imagine Imagine..
I so love imagination games :D
& YES!
We're doin "In a dark dark house"
Classic!
My fav! :D

Rite..
Cant wait for tmr!
Till then..

Ouh!
Im missing a friend terribly suddenly..
Heard he has a girlfren..
If we meet will she misunderstand?
Oh dear..
But i miss him..
I don noe y..
im missing him badly lately!
Really am..
Oh well..
Sometimes for the sake of others..
You have to hold your feelings down..

Love
Sahara

*Sahara..Bring me back that period of time

2009-07-12T21:00:00.002+08:00

And so she felt like this..

Dikeheningan malam
Termenungku berseorang
Tak lena mata dipejam
Terdengar suara terngiang
Suara merdu yg di sayang
Bagai kau didepan mata
Ku capai tapi tak kena
Sukarnya memendam rasa
Ingin ku luahkan kata

Love
Sahara

*Sahara... When there's misses

2009-07-11T13:24:00.003+08:00

Is it wrong if i want to be a Counsellor?
i agree that there are many Counsellors out there..
But not all can be a good one..

The same as, there's a lot of Marketers..
A lot of business man.. A lot of teachers..
Anyone.. can be them but not everyone is good!
Same concept here!

I want to be a Good Counsellor not just those typical Counsellors who are out to just talk & earn money!
I want to be there for pple when they need someone to talk to..
I want to try my best to solve other pple's problem, put myself into their shoes!

Is that wrong pple!?
Tell me is that wrong?!

I dont understand why there are some pple who are so negative in this world..
I mean its good that they are the one who knock some sense into us..
But still! you cant start comparing pple & assume everyone will be like that..

Im sad at the tot that pple can be so demoralizing!
Im sad at the fact that pple like to shoot their mouth like that!
So what if that's them..
So what if that's their mouth..
So what if that's their opinions..

At least let me decide things on my own..
At least don bring me down so badly..
At least let me try..
Let me experience it..
& if i fail.. i wont regret cos i did it cos of ME!
I wont have anyone else to blame but ME..
So let ME decide wat i want of ME to become..

Thanks!

ROARRRRRRRR!
Ok its all out
Im much better now!
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Love
Sahara

*Sahara..Frustrated..

2009-07-08T23:35:00.002+08:00

Chanting...

I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks
I must never judge a person by it looks

Smile & see where it brings u to..
U'll never know..

Love
Sahara

*Sahara..Gone too soon

2009-07-07T22:23:00.002+08:00

AIPS.. GRRRR.. ARGH...ROARRRR..HIAK! GEDEBAK GEDEBIK GEDEBUK!!

I CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY LIVED AMONG THESE KIDS!!!
Today i declare AIPS is the the top NO NO list of mine!
What in the world did those kids learnt in sch!
They're rude.. rude.. RUDE!
argh!!!

*patient*patient*patient*

OMG!
If i were the easy to blow off top kinda person..
THOSE KIDS ARE DEAD!

Because of these 2 - 3 kids,
it spoils the whole bloody image..
i cant believe being there from 9am to 1.30pm is something very very tiring!
thank god i only have 2 more classes to go..
After that goodbye HELL!

But the ironic thing is..
I still look forward to my Tuesdays..
Its like though they're one hell of a kind..
There is still this force that pulls me back & says..
"Hey.. things will turn out fine if u believe in this kids sahara"
Oh well..!
JIAYOU SAHARA!!!
:)

Movie was nice..
Touching & sweet..
rite dee :)

Love
Sahara

*Sahara..She's out of my life-MJ

2009-07-06T18:41:00.002+08:00

You rock my world you know you did..
lalalalalala..

Isn't his songs just beautiful..
He left us but his songs remains.. :)

Classes has resumed as per normal..
& im loving ever single one of them..
& praises to the lord..
my classes are increasing..
means more to spent & save..
hehe..

I miss singing..
How?
Hmmmmm
oh well..

Ouh..
i truly..really.. totally
believe that u need to get to know someone before u declare he's the one..

You made me realize that i shld never underestimate someone..
Being nice may just be in u..
But u shld never mislead someone..
never. cos it might break a heart..

I had no choice but to avoid..
cos im afraid i might fall..

once bitten twice shy..

the previous one hurt me deep down
but lesson learnt..
I dont want. For the second time.
to go thru it & cry all night. Never. never

Love
Sahara

*Sahara.. You rock my world~

2009-06-29T18:41:00.001+08:00

This performance brings tears to my eyes.
R.I.P
Amin

Whisper three words & i'll come running

Love
Sahara

*Sahara..An-yong~

2009-06-25T21:47:00.004+08:00

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What will i do without u..
Really.. :D

Love
Sahara

*Sahara..Jinjja, Kamsahamnida~

2009-06-24T20:17:00.004+08:00

Have u ever been in a position when u suddenly feel so embarrassed?
Have u ever felt like you wanna hide ur face in a huge hole?
Have u ever wish u cld turn back time & undo things?
Have u ever hope u didn't do wat u did?

I have..
I was such a fool..
Now all i can do is smile it all away..
& pretend nothing ever happened before..
GEEZ!

Ok i miss this pple a lot a lot
Eeotoke? Eeotoke?

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Love
Sahara

*Sahara..Pa Boh~

2009-06-23T20:24:00.003+08:00

BOO!
hehehehe..

I thank god im feeling much much better now..
Perhaps hindi + korean songs helps a lot!
Hehehehehe :)

Ouh!
Im hooked with this Japanese Drama..
"MR BRAIN"
But of course who else is in this drama but
MIZUSHIMA HIRO!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Though he's not the lead..
I still love the drama!
Its still airing though so i have to patiently wait for the next episod to come..
His character is super cute!
Totally!! :)

Check out the pics esp him carrying a bunch of BANANA!
My fav scene can! :D

Im missing school!
Catholic High School..
Xinghua Primary School..
Jingshan Primary School..
Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Primary School..
St Andrew's Junior School..
AWWA School..
Nanyang Polytechinc..

Hahhaaha..
I miss being ard kids la Eeotoke?
Though the kids im teaching can be a handful..
I still miss them can..

I miss AWWA School kids..
Eeotoke? Each time i wanna drop by.. i cant
im always in a way or two fully occupied..
Now June holiday no classes! Darn!

NYP is definitely the most memorable place of all!
What is life without those memories i had mann..
hehe

Ouh but nevertheless,
Im still dropping by AWWA this friday..
I have my volunteery to do still..
Teaching a grp of 4 pre-schoolers
Interesting :)

Oh well..
Life goes on still..
Hehehehe

Ok till then ya'll!

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Love
Sahara

*Sahara~Jinjja?~

2009-06-20T00:03:00.002+08:00

I dont know why..
Dont ask me why..

I suddenly feel i need someone ..
to love me..
to hold me..
to say sweet words to me..
to whisper in my ears..
to protect me..
to be there for me..

I wonder y this yearnings..
I wonder y..

Oh well..
Life goes on..
i have faith in HIM..
& im definitely sure i'll meet someone..
Sooon :)

Love,
Sahara

~Sahara..Na Bogoshiposo..

2009-06-15T19:19:00.013+08:00

Friday Marked the last day of lessons in Lakeside Primary School..
Praises to the lord for making the class a good & memorable one...
Though sometimes i feel like screaming my heads off at them
but i have to say they're one of the beautiful grp to teach :D

Im gg to miss them all!
Really! :D

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On saturday..
Serene & I headed to Jurong Bird Park
There was an event for Blood Donors
Since Serene could bring a friend..
I tagged along..
hehe..

Maha Exciting! Though Tiring!
I had fun la cos like after so long i've been to JBP!
I was all o drenched that Serene said
I could squeeze my shirt out & all the water can be collected!

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We were each given a lunch box..
An apple..
A sweet drink..
A cap..
& A bottle of mineral water..
Worth it la huh! :D

After that..

I head down to school to "sebok sebok" at StageArts camp..

It was great too see the girls again!

Infact to see many others too!

I sayang korang ok!! :D

OUH!

Not forgetting my best boys!

Danny! The "expired good"

As wat claimed by Andy!

hehehehe..

Y Expired..

cos apparently..

Wawa, Seha & I

Have found a new hottie!

We call him.. Goo Jun Pyo Junior!

Nigel! :D

You shld have seen how Seha & Wawa went gaga for him!!

Hahahahahaha

A-Team camp was also happening there..

So i met Marjuk Bala dear :D

After Ina came & join usfor a moment before we left,

Seha, Ina & I crashed at Wawa's place for "Slumber Party" tak menjadi!

Hehehehehe..

It was fun!

We chatted & laughed..!

Went crazy for Goo Jun Pyo & Ji Hoo on youtube..

Madness la!

But i like!

Hehehehehe :D

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Tiredness, Madness & Happiness!

I like! :D

That's all for now!

Take care & god bless..

Ouh i still remember my conversation with Yatasha that nite..

Y: Sahara why you dont have boyfriend eh?

Me: I dunno. Nobody wants me i guess.

Y: How can no one wants u.. u so nice, baik & helpful. Mesti ade yg suke u.. your expectation too high eh..

Me: Haha i don think my expectation too high.. if there is someone who come by nice & kind.. I'll grab him

Y: I think rite Sahara. There ought to be someone who likes you. He's just shy.

Those words made my day.

With them. I promise to hang on in there & look on the brighter side..

I hope god strenghten the heart of this person.

So that he will come forward & meet me..

I cant wait to meet him but i shall be patient..

No use rushing things!

Heheheheh :D

Aite.. dada!

Love

Sahara

~Sahara.. BogoShipda~

2009-06-09T20:00:00.003+08:00

The flu bug is back again!
Im soooo prone to flu these days..
Wae Wae Wae!

Oh well..

Today was a bad day in class..
The kids went mad!
No one listens!
Everybody was running abt!
I had to do a lot of scolding!
Reasoning!
Staring!
Blowing Whistle!
I hate today!

The kids didn't seems to have fun!
(Well they did when we played Animal pretend)
But they went berserk after dat!
Wae Wae Wae!

Oh well!

I really hope tmr will be so much better..
I aint want them to think that Speech & Drama is all abt scolding
I want them to have FUN!
God help me pls..

Luckily there's Korean & Hindustan songs to help ease my "pains"
Im hooked to this 2 hindi song!
All thanks to AQILAH! :D

OUH!
I LOVE WAWA & SEHA TO THE MAX!
THEY NOE Y!!!
Sayang u both!
:D

Aqilah love,
No matter wat happens..
Or how bad the trial Allah is giving u..
U must noe that im always here for u! :)

2009-06-06T22:56:00.003+08:00

Friday @ AWWA was beautiful..
I met all the beautiful pple once again..
laughing & joking..
Hugging & catching up..
I like!

Why i went there?
Well.. VOLUNTEER la!
Hahaha!

Helped Param pam pam with a Pre-Schoolers program
Like teacher like that to get the kids ready for primary 1..
The kids are all intellectually able but some of them have a certain disability of their own..
4 kids but all beautiful kids :)
I like!

Wat i learnt/observed in AWWA School..
I incorporated in the lesson..
& of course.. as animated as i am in my speech & drama class..
I was as animated when reading stories to the 4 kids!
I love kids la i have to say.
Small.Big.Tall.Short.Cute.Not so cute.Clever.Not so clever.Slow.Fast.Girl.Boy.Talkative.Quiet.Shy.Noisy.
Any kind.. I LOVE :)

After dat went home with dee from AWWA..
that was after so long!
Hahaha! We had coke!

Well dat was Friday..
Wat abt today?

Today was really a "take it easy" day..
I read up my novels moving on to my 2nd book now..
I love it..
Just doing things slowly & not rushing..
hehe

Im getting back my guitar tmr!
It has been sometime since i last play it..
hehe

Next week is a BUSY week!
Too many things.. Plenty of dates!
& lesson's still on as per normal..
Friday another Pre-school class in AWWA
& perhaps on Saturday night with my girls..

CANT WAIT!

till then,
May god bless me with health so i don fall sick!

Love
Sahara

*Sahara.. Yoboseyo?

2009-06-04T17:00:00.003+08:00

You wanna taste heaven plus hell!?
Try AYAM MASAK CHILI PADI!
Superb! Spicy! Shiok! Sexy! Shesh!
Brilliant!

Ainil drove me back from Lakeside Primary School all the way to Marsiling MRT station today!
Thanks dear..saved me a hell of a time :)
Atleast i don have to travel via train from Lakeside all the way to Yishun! :D

Tommorrow's Friday!
Im heading to AWWA after class!
Cant wait!
There's so many pple i wanna meet!
Im having lunch with a bunch of beautiful pple!
I miss the PEOPLE, ENVIRONMENT, SMELL, POND..
Manny la.. BUT i dont miss the work i do there! hehe :P

Ouh!
Dad was really sweet to grab for me my favourite wafer biscuits!
hehe.. Love him la!
He sure can read his daughter's mind.. That is my current cravings! :D
How come i've been having too many cravings these days..
Perhaps cos Nasreen coming to her 4th month of pregnancy!
Ok.. its not linked at all.. Geez! :D

Rite..
Thats all for today!
Oh Ya!!!
We did THE FREEZE in class today!
My Favouriteeeeeeeeeeee Dance Song!
I danced with my kids & had soooo much FUN!
Jinjja! (Really! in Korean)
Tmr we're gonna have moreeeee dancing!
:)

Till then
Take Care

Love
Sahara

*Sahara..& so she sat on laksa~

2009-06-03T17:17:00.006+08:00

Allah selamatkan kamu
Allah selamatkan kamu
Allah selamatkan Azizahaini Binte Abdul Hadi
Allah selamatkan kamu!

Happy 52nd Mama! :D
(Mama looks tired huh.. Oh lord)

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Mama,
You are the blessing that the lord has showered me with
I can never imagine a life without you..
I thank Allah for making me YOUR daughter
& i pray to him to keep u safe from harm..
to shower u with health & goodness
& may he bless u with all his love that he has..
Amin..

We're heading out for dinner later tonite but of course we have a pre-celebration.
Thanks to my Acro-Teachers!
Edwina, Ainil, Angel & Fazli..
The cake is beautiful! Truly

Them at work!

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Mama thought that it was the prettiest cake ever!
I could have never done it w/o u all :D

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I WROTE THE NAME & DID THE 2 HEARTS BELOW OK!!!! :D

Today filled with so much love..
Today's the birthday of the love of my life..
Im hooked to the song "The perfect love song by Boyz II Men"
Class was love..
I felt loved..
I saw loads of lovers ard Jurong Point..
I miss my lovelies..
Someone said i look lovely..
We talked about love life..
We're planning a lovely getaway..
I ate Teppan Beef Bulgogi (Korean Dish) for lunch & loving it..
A kid smiled lovingly at me this morning..
I witness a "love scene" on my way home
I sense love fills the air..i wonder y..hmmm

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Love
Sahara

*Sahara-Sarange~

2009-06-02T17:16:00.002+08:00

Im still craving for Ayam masak Chili Padi :(

Class was so much hyper today.. :)
I truly really very much need to learn a loooooot more!
I need to make my class more effective & enjoyable
SOMEBODY HEEEELPPPPP!

Facts that i just realised today in class:

1) We actually has 2 sets of twins in the class!
Azhar & Azfar - Hui Yu & Hui Ying
2) Mr Foo - The dreamer knows very little English (Realli little)
3) The boys in the class loves to buli Mr Foo
4) Joslin this Tomboy in the class has an eye problem so she always squint her eyes, i truly tot she was making eyes at me! HAHAHAHAHAHA
5) Thorder the burmese boy is a loner in the class - No frens..POOR SOUL
6) Tarantum Habib screams for no reason & smiles after that
7) The Indians in the class are smarter & more engaged in dicussions
8) The noisy boys loves to touch each other.. @_@
9) Asraf & Taufiq (both look like Malay actor/singer) are best frens
10) The girls are so much louder, when reading a passage then the boys eventhough i have more boys in the class

Its definitely gg to be a very very interesting class.. truly! :D

Mama's birthday's tmr!
Eettoke! Eettoke! (How! How! in Korean)

Love
Sahara

*Sahara..Eettoke!~

2009-06-01T19:17:00.002+08:00

I hate Viikii.com
I cant seems to watch my dramasss
It stops half way..
Wae Wae Wae (Why Why Why in Korean)

Oh well

My flu's not helping at all..
I can hardly breathe in classs!
Ouh!
Class was fun!
40 kids to a teacher! Madness!
But since it was the first day i only have 30 students..

The culture?
Etnic cliques
Malay with Malay speaks Malay
Chinese with Chinese speaks Mandarine
Indian with Indian speaks Tamil
Me? Seems like the only being in class who speaks English!
Geez!!!

While i was taking attendence..
Kids who were present.. i asked them to say "Im present"
& when i called out a kid's name who's not in the class..
The WHOLE class says "NOT COME"
Geeeeezzz
Aint their teachers correct that?
Though its cute but i had to stop that..
So they all now goes "Not here"
A good start huh? :D

We have a lot of mixed students in the class..
Chinese-Malay
Chindian
Indian Muslim plus arab
I also a TWIN in the class!!
Reminds me of saudara & his twins haha
Azhar & Azfar.. Mirror image.. Totally!

We also have this movie star wannabe
She let go of her hair & tie it back again & will continue doing so until she feels satisfied!
Geez!!
i call her Ms Wong (Ala ala Fann Wong! hehe)

Tarantum Habib! A unique girl.. She looks at u like as if she's staring..
But that's just her.. I guess she was born that way.. But she is indeed a nice girl..
I call her Ms Habib! Cause each time i wanna call her name.. I wld be tempted to go " Tarantum tum tum..*sings*..... so i rather not :D

Nayli Danial Teo.. A very very very helpful girl.. Chinese-Malay but she speaks no Mandarine at all.. What a waste! Hehehe But i declared her as my leader.. Its a blessing to have helpful kids in the class :)

Thorder.. I guess thats how u spell his name.. A burmese who have so much to say & thankfully everything that comes out from his mouth is intelligent :)

Mr Foo.. That's wat i call him.. The DREAMER in the class.. Look at him u see him doing his work.. the next moment.. He's staring blankly at his worksheet.. The next moment he's looking out of the window.. & When u ask "Are u done writing, Mr Foo?" He would snap out of his world & quickly scribble his way thru.. Geez!

Ms Cat.. I cant recall her name but since her name starts with a "C" i called her that.. The Boring Queen.. Every sentence of hers ends with.. "Ms Sahara.. Boring ahh" Geezz Geez Geeeezzz

How do u find my class? "Not bad" rite... I think it should be fine.. 2 weeks with them should be fun.. Hopefully! Anyway the purpose of the class is for them to have fun during the holidays at the same time improve their Speech & Confidence via Speech & Drama..

Ouh! One kid actually said.. "Im here to learn Spit (Speech) & Drama" Double Geezzz.. They truly need this class :D

Met Love for Lunch.. Dont worry its aint no Man.. i met DEE... hehehe.. & we catched up for a little while before i head home feeling sick again.. Now im craving for Ayam masak Lemak Chili Padi.. Eettoke (How in Korean)..

Apologies to Serene.. I cant donate blood since im on Medication (Panadol)..Perhaps the next donation drive we can go together.. call me up again love! :)

Be back tmr.. Till then take care :)

Love
Sahara

*Sahara..Kamsahamnida~

2009-05-31T14:06:00.006+08:00

FLU BUGS!
FLU BUGS!
FLU BUGS!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

I hate it when im sick..
I sneezzeee tooo mucchh!
I cant breathe properly!
I cant taste a single thing wat im eating!
I get tired easily!
I cant sing in the bathroom!
I cough & cough & cough!
I have to eat medicine!
I have to sleep early!
I cant watch too much drama as my head spins!
I cant go out on weekends!
I have to be careful so as not to spread my germs ard!
I cant sleep with my bananas
I cant.. I cant... I cant..

So many i cant..
Therefore pple..
Take good care of urself! OK!

Cant wait for tmr (geez another cant! hehe)
Im teaching a new drama class for the next 2 weeks at Lakeside Primary School!
Primary 3! Im soooo excited! I wonder how the kids would be..
hmmmmm..

With my voice like this & my nose like that..
I can only pray to god! Geez!
Oh well..
Go with the flow yo!!!!

Mama's Bdae coming!
What shall we do huh? :D

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Love
Sahara

*Sahara.. Buggers!~

2009-05-30T00:37:00.000+08:00

Finally!

Welcome to my one & all..

For those who were waiting patiently & asking me to carry on blogging..
I thank you all..

It has been sometime since i last blog..
Really long..

Nevertheless..
Im back to update abt the littlest thing in life that im enjoying & experiencing..

I realize, every moment is special..
Eventhough some are hell tiring & out of hand..
I still loving every single step im taking currently..

Fast Facts...

1) Im a Part Time Speech & Drama Teacher, teaching mainly Primary 1 & 2 student
2) Im doing a Part Time Facilitating job bringing Pri or Sec student to educational trails
3) Im still single & available! :)
4) With god blessing im going to apply for Uni - Taking Degree in Counselling
5) Mama's health is improving by day & i thank god for that
6) Sis is in her final year of JC life!
7) Relationship between me & my 2nd bro is improving..
8) Dad got himself a new digi cam! He's over the moon.. hehe
9) 1st bro is unfortunately still with his gf.. Geez!
10) I haven been volunteering in AWWA for a few months already & im missing the kids like MAD!
11) I miss a lot of pple & u noe who u are
12) I wanna go Science Centre
13) I need to "update" my wardrobe
14) Im losing my voice often due to the kids im teaching (but some of them are angels! :))
15) Im craving to increase my banana collections
16) I haven been speaking to saudara since god noes when
17) I have 5 pairs of CROCS now! Yahooo! :D
18) I miss Starbucks @ Fullerton 1
19) I'm still in love with Korean Drama.. that explains the songs on this blog
& lastly
20) I met a couple of very nice guy-frens along the way..

Alrite!
Guess that updates wat i have been up too lately for the past few months that i have been missing..

Till then all..

Love
Sahara

*Sahara-The come back~